Things I feel to be true in this time

1. I just am not that happy. I haven't been for quite some time and I'm not sure when I sincerely will be again.

2. The kind of work that I do makes me hate myself. It's too much to take on the egos, careers, romantic strife, and everyday hodgepodge of other people.

3. Sometimes I think I probably will not live in this world for a whole lot longer. But boy will I make one hell of a mark on it all.

I hope things develop  and I no longer feel the severity someday soon.