Im Back. I figured A Plan. To keep Me controlled On theses levels. I'm such a fool, I know Better . Once I'm gone, I'm gone forever. I'm Scared That I don't Care. I'm frightened. This is So Bad, I knew I couldn't Use just once . Noticed With Coke I Stopped Whenever? I didn't feel the urge to continue the use. I Went 2 years without this. I could have gone a lifetime . **** had To happen. I weakened , I've fallen. I Stood Strong. I got knocked Down. By the one I gave my heart to. Who I've always loved although the pain never stoped Hurting. I Was deeply inlove. No, I was Blinded. I was stupid to believe this would work out. I Was unhappy before. What made me think I'd be happy if I got with him? I met Him With A Tear. I used Clear To avoid The Cuts