flat out, untouched, abiding until the moment a hand goes to pick you up, their liquid waste, an accidental spill fills your cotton pores not even a polite question "Can I use you, napkin?" Or a delighting gesture; to use you once more and more and more and more but to crumble you, to grasp you and let you ease into belonging; no longer disposable though it doesn't last, you float through the air into a pile of 20 second paper napkins to find the lid is more compassionate then those distant lines that seperate the fingers into sections it hides you from rejection