I Lost Focus.
Thank god i noticed
I snapped out of it.
My mind Was
Transforming rapidly.
The Addict in Me Was Taking over.
So sneaky, ****** Tricky.
It Blinded Me.
Its power is Devloping.
I felt it Take control of me!
It was So crazy.
I felt the devil try to Make its way Fully into me.
I Can't Believe I Let My Self truly believe The Thoughts, Decisions And actions I've been Taking Were Normal. More like i didn't realize I was letting it happen.
my Mind Didn't see Or Capture What I've Doing Is horrible.
I was letting it slide As if it were any regular thing.
I'm So confused, I Don't remember A Thing.
Don't remember Allowing myself To do These bad Things ...