I got the worst human deformity, a kind heart and extremely sharp mind. You see one or the other would be so much better. A soft soul with a sweet disposition tempered by a lack of information would make facing reality a little less bitter and heartbreaking. While a rational mind minus the temperament of the compassionate kind would make broken hearts a thing of the past. I want to look beyond the past, and be a true gentleman, but to be aggressive, competitive, and alpha minded is what the cattle wants. Unfortunately, due to a mix up I got both qualities which makes me so ****** up and disposable.