What Does The phrase mean? It Means It got the best of me. I Felt too weak. Feel Hopeless, I'm on my knees. ******* Is not around, And I couldn't get a hold of My Leaking Roof. Everything Els is not strong enough to cure my broken heart. I Gave In Once To The voices. I Promised, Just This one. It Did The Job And I went Numb. I escaped my Reality. Felt No sadness or misery. I Was On For 3 Days. Those Days I Was Relived . It Cured Everything. From head To toe I felt nothing. It did Exactly What I expected To Do. I worried about nothing.