When you met me, I guess it was kinda like dreams becoming reality
Falling hard over my ways even tho we’re not near each other locality
You were used to those guys who played these games
Then met me on accident then everything suddenly changed
In my mind, I was afraid it wouldn’t get anywhere so I backed up
Started to focus more on me & trying to get my stacks up
Nevertheless, I was still giving you most of my attention
Spending hours on the phone like I wanted but still, something was missing
I began questioning myself like it wasn’t really me that you desired
Like I was missing a key element that your love truly required
We both been thru the worst so I hope you don’t blame me for my decision
Your heart tried talking to me but my ego wouldn’t let me listen
Trying not to be like the rest but didn’t wanna be fooled either
Tried pushing you away but you insisted on falling even deeper
I guess the saying is true, you’ll lose something before you appreciate it
I acted like someone I didn’t recognize & now I really hate it
I wanna right my wrongs but now, I know it’s too late
I may never have you again but I still care of whether your heart is safe
If there is a way to right my wrongs, fill me in
Deep down, you’re still a blessing that I’m once again trying to win
I’m a fool & stupid for letting you go then watching you leave
You tried showing me something different but I was in disbelief
Time will tell down the road if this becomes what it was supposed to be
But until that time arrives, I’m forced to sit back & watch you fly