Sick and tired lazy eye.
Cold and breezy morning.
Nothing left to smoke at all.
And no check for a few more hours.

I'm trying very hard today.
To be as honest as ever.
I feel the strange and bitter wind.
It feels a little better than before.

Nearly cried a couple times.
Watching stupid flicks.
Self-induced insomnia.
****** with no plants of my own.

Please go to sleep so I can rob you.
I'd hate to ask again.
And there's an imposition downstairs.
So I can't rob him.

I'll make a bit of coffee.
I'll have to wash a mug.
Because you neglected your responsibility.
Once again.

And I have no end nor patience.