I battled Temptation For 2yrs.
Always Fantasising
On How it feels.
Missing That Intense Rush.
Feining For The Feeling That I was once hooked on.
I Failed To Stay Strong.
Not only Was I dissapointed At my Self , But dissapointed At the fact That I Did Not feel The Way I Was Craving it in My Head...
It Was Not As Good like I pictured. The Sensation Felt better in my imagination.
I Felt A Flow For
A Couple Minutes.
I'm So Mad.
I Did Not feel Different.
I Had The Physical Effects.
Dilated Eyes, no apitite, my face appeared Different.
I Didn't sleep For 2 Days And Felt No euphoria, energy, motivation through it.
Instead i Felt Fussy.
Ugh!
I Took A Risk For Bogus!
What a ****** waste.