I try so hard to be the man that I was raised to be
But it’s the efforts that go unnoticed & it amazes me
I used to question myself like I was the one who wasn’t doing right
Trying to please the one I love but all she wants to do is fight
If I’m loyal to you, why feel jealous of those around me?
Why feel some type of way of the females that surrounds me?
It’s clear what my intentions yet you ignore the obvious
But if I walk away then you’ll feel just like the previous
You can’t be so used to a fraud that you can’t appreciate the real
Then get mad at me once I begin to tell you how I feel
My back against the wall, I’m frustrated, & can’t even think straight
Stressed out & you’re just adding more unwanted stress on my plate
Giving you everything any female would want but how much more can I give?
And being that I don’t wanna leave, I move on & forgive
I can’t win for losing, can’t move forward without being bumped back
Either the ending is near or we’ll get better, I refuse to go back
What would you do if I decide to walk away & find better?
How would you react if you saw another female treating me better?
I can’t be your Dream Come True if you’re too treating me like your past lovers
Feeling like I’m about to lose it & the only person I can talk to is my brother
I’m trying to move up but you bring me back down like gravity
This so called thing we have is slowly becoming another tragedy
If you wanna love me then let it beautiful, not another regret
You should be making me smile every chance you get, not making me upset
Where are we headed? What lies at the end of this destination?
Is it gonna be sunshine & dandelions or will it lead to our separation?