And as I watch the cars pass, it makes me wonder if they have a destination, if I have a destination. With eyes set on the stars where do you start? Where does anyone start? They say to be successful means not to reveal everything you know, but I'm an open book. I guess I'm not broken anymore, but I'm not alive either. When you feel like your soul is dragging your corpse through life, how do you gain what you lack? How do you get the spark in your eyes back? How do you get the fire back that was burning up inside to make you feel complete? Where did all the good go? Why do my eyes feel as though they could swallow someone whole just for them to find out that I'm empty... I don't know if anyone has all these answers. Maybe I was born to lose.