difficult is sleeping
with a mind that never shuts up
difficult is being awake and alone
when the world is asleep and all together
difficult is watching the stars brighten up the sky
but only for you and your eyes
difficult is watching the sun set
but being able to share it with no one
difficult is cooking a meal for six
and eating it for one
difficult is learning to run
before you've mastered how to walk
difficult is rewriting stories
from a book that never existed
difficult is knowing what to say
but stumbling over the words to talk
difficult is starting a hundred projects
but completing negative one
....
(to be continued)