Sometimes, I think about you until I cry
Days like today.
You're the 11th reason why.
This tape is for you, Clay
You hurt me yet did nothing
You think this is a game
You played with every emotion
and I'm the one to blame.
I loved you when I shouldn't
I cherished you when she wouldn't
I helped you when you couldn't
But it was unrequited wasn't it?

Sometimes, I think about you
and all of the possibilities
50/50 love isn't one of your abilities
You're a user. You're a user.
and I was my abuser.
I knew it'd be the outcome
yet, I'd always tell you come
If this is a game, then you won
I'm feeling like it is
I feel like you felt nothing
even when we kissed.
I will always love you.
even though your love is grim.
I will always love you.
you are him.