I feel so betrayed
so many lies
to confuse my brain and threaten my heart

Your actions argue with your words
Your heart says it claims me
And sometimes I believe you

I want to trust that no matter what
the love is there and only for me
But I cant see you, I cant touch you

I cant see if Im wondering in your mind
If our kiss remains in the back of thoughts
my body in your dreams

So many daggers thrown at my heart
Poisonous words entering my mind.
Creating doubt in my soul

Tears running down my face
without your hand to take them away.
No arms to take the nightmares away.

No hand to touch the emptied womb
to satisfy the thought that you were once happy about it
taken away from me.

My soul aching with loss
my body trembling with self hate.
wishing nothing but for you to console my pain

Id give all my anger away.
Id give all my hurt away.
Id give up the hate.

To feel your touch
To feel your love
To feel us again.