I hear the words
They enter my body
Penetrate my soul
Leave me with this aching
An empty hollowness
I fight back tears
Hold them in with might
But instantly
In the pit of me I urge
My mind thinks of it
And there is no turning back
I want that pain now
To feel the blade seep into me
For that one instant I wish to scream
Because this is me fighting myself
This is me at my weakest
And Still Trying To Be Strong.