don't know if she hates my name
if she enters my room in vain
did she brainwash her kids

do you read my journal every day
saying I'm the devil's child

did she think I cut off my tongue
each time I would see her face

I'm wondering

dreaming

does she have me as her voodoo doll

do you ask if I'm okay
does she wish i were dead

things won't ever be normal again

between us huh