So I'm looking into the mirror I thought I saw me But it's just another figure Taking shape of me Looking just like me ******* I'm think I'm in insanity But no it's just my thoughts talking out of my mental Tellin me it's going to be a miracle Thought I died at birth Only to be smacked right Back to earth Naw mean? The most high wasn't ready for me to die So I took the position And said I'm not gone cry No matter how deep the pain From family stains Foes to friends hoes They all the same Like ropes people only hang on Til the strings thin And gone Right up in yo casket Tears come to shed But no tears was shed When you wasn't makin bread I flow like water calm take shape and form Of anything my enemies cling But they'll be in a sing Wishing yosef didn't come with a sting I used to have value but now I have none *** they done Everybody out for self So I guess big yosef gotta look out for self huh Now you heard quoted from my poetry They say I ain't raw But I be the rawest poets Speak from the heart Since I gotta bad start This ain't no ballad This straight from a solja mouth And I'm from the ***** south So I talk country with accent Fools got me bent Thinking I'm gone repent Never surrender My nine millies lovers to bang Leave my enemies Head leakin' from the brain hang I gotta killa instinct Cuz of the army made feel no pain So now my soul done went stiff as a statue Now I'm just a ghost value