my life. me. my place. school. pending job application. All of it is so overwhelming I feel like if it all stopped- rather if I stopped. It wouldn't change anything. It would make things move smoother. Definitely would be more cost effective for my mother. Just one less student to collect data from to then be averaged into a system. my purpose of living is currently aimless. Going to high school for medical careers yet my heart lies between lines. Until I settle, I'll keep riding my skateboard in the same neighborhood and stay writing in the same journal and keep loving the same lover..