I haven't written a poem in days. I tell myself, "These aren't the days you write, man - these are the days you write about. " Ok brain, that's cool and sounds metaphorical and dark, I'll take it. Then days turn into weeks, weeks into months - And before I realize it, my stomach is outside of my body - and mind, wet, and cold among organs pitifully trapped - I tell jokes without punchlines, and dream without color - the food doesn't taste like it used to, and the clouds sometimes don't move for hours