My heart is numb
I can't feel it anymore.
It's for the best.
All those things I did -
they hurt me.
I hurt me.
But now I'm numb
I can't feel it anymore.
I used to indulge in pain.
It assured me that I was living
It's not there any more
Am I dead?
I'm not living.
But I'm alive.
The definition of dead.