and I feel hopeful that he'll come back and I feel lonely that I said the wrong things back and I feel the same feelings I felt for him before and I saw him fading right in front of me just like before
I should have asked him how he felt when she saw me, again. I should have asked all the questions I have in my mind. I should have asked how he felt at that moment, rather talk about myself. I should have never talked so much, I might have hurt him again.
I was okay, then you went knocking on my door I remembered how you were adored. I couldn't even admit how much I loved you I couldn't even admit how your treatment was the best.
I felt like crying, I held back the tears many times I should have hugged you, instead of giving you a high five I felt that you were just there to see how I am doing You didn't even want to get back with me
I know that you don't feel anything for me anymore You didn't even find a way to contact me You were just there... sought my company because you are lonely I still feel that you didn't love me
I feel hurt, again. For the words that didn't come out right For all the words I didn't mean to say I hope that you memory will fade, again.
I don't want to remember you You can't give me the love I want so much from you It hurts me so bad I thought I've moved on, but I guess, I haven't.
Got inspired to write another poem because Night So Long of Haim was playing on repeat.