Aug 2017
Have you ever been addicted to someone?
I mean truly addicted, almost deathly addicted.
Do you know what it feels like to want a person, more than air or food or even the blood that keeps you alive? The fire you feel when you think of them burns you alive into a beautiful death and you love every single second of it. When you dream of them everytime you close your eyes and never want to wake up because youre afraid they wont be next to you. The unbearable high you feel when they touch you, how their kiss posses your body and almost ***** out your soul and leave you in a puddle of ecstasy. Their scent makes love to your soul as it passes through your nostrils. The mere thought of them can cure any ailment. But then, without any real reason, they walk away from you. And if that wasnt a painful enough death, they turn the knife and dig a little deeper into your heart. They regret you ever happened, they say you were a mistake, they walk out of your world that they promised they would never hurt and turn around and set it on fire. The screams of agony and despair like sweet music ringing in their ear. The sight of your burning flesh falling away from the bone is beautiful to them. And while youre dying you see the sweet embrace that used to be the best part of your day being given to another. And you die a horrible second death. Knowing that your whole world and the thing you used to call your air and other half will never be yours again. And like a drug you know its not right, but **** if you dont still want them inside. **** if you were ever offered it again, nothing on earth would compare to that high. **** if after all the tears, that moan would be sweet music to your ears. After all of the heartache, you still want to make them *** till their body shakes. And every night, in your dreams you wake up fiening for the love you made. ****, Have you ever really been addicted to someone?
I mean truly addicted, almost deathly addicted.
Do you know what it feels like to want a person, more than air or food or even the blood that keeps you alive? The fire you feel when you think of them burns you alive into a beautiful death and you love every single second of it. When you dream of them everytime you close your eyes and never want to wake up because youre afraid they wont be next to you. The unbearable high you feel when they touch you, how their kiss posses your body and almost ***** out your soul and leave you in a puddle of ecstasy. Their scent makes love to your soul as it passes through your nostrils. The mere thought of them can cure any ailment. But then, without any real reason, they walk away from you. And if that wasnt a painful enough death, they turn the knife and dig a little deeper into your heart. They regret you ever happened, they say you were a mistake, they walk out of your world that they promised they would never hurt and turn around and set it on fire. The screams of agony and despair like sweet music ringing in their ear. The sight of your burning flesh falling away from the bone is beautiful to them. And while youre dying you see the sweet embrace that used to be the best part of your day being given to another. And you die a horrible second death. Knowing that your whole world and the thing you used to call your air and other half will never be yours again. And like a drug you know its not right, but **** if you dont still want them inside. **** if you were ever offered it again, nothing on earth would compare to that high. **** if after all the tears, that moan would be sweet music to your ears. After all of the heartache, you still want to make them *** till their body shakes. And every night, in your dreams you wake up fiening for the love you made. ****, Have you ever really been addicted to someone?
