In my Chicago moments of vulnerability I think of your long hair Light blue eyes And how much you claimed to like me
A devil appeared against the crook of my throat And spoke out like a fish without water Hunting for a snack.
The way you touched my face and gave me kisses Or would watch me as I left I took it all for granted And texted other boys as I would leave Only to realize I guess I kinda liked you.
But I reassure myself with your many shortcomings And your disinterest stings Like when you touch the stove top by accident Or turn the water on too hot.
But I don't think its really you I want I filled up my little black book Quickly, with little effort As if the universe wanted to file me in And away From the slumbering bear Who only proved to wound me And keep wounding In the end.
You like ***** packs And we once texted in a way That I guess I wasn't able to admit Until now in the darkness of my room That made me feel like someone's someone.
I make fun of you to my friends Like a boy going through puberty Because it is all true But mostly Because I did like you.