I kept my concern shuddered Gravely unsure of the next step ahead The urge to dance is overwhelming I move, closed eyes, through breeze and warmth like an old lover Deep berry summer stains kissing every edge, every shadow Every surface As though to ensure its taste is left somewhere Behind How could you? Steal yourself away into old cedar cigar boxes that when opened, (tears) All I can do to stay the wave is to embrace the anguish of your phantom scent You are turning away with each passing day Too soon will the frosted gray of shorter days Wrap closely Convincing me that this was only my idea That the sun was never really here