What scared me most about being a writer was... The paranoia The fear The tragic ending of that brilliant tale... I would come up with most adventurous, thrilling stories With intrigue and suspense Real life drama But paranoia wouldn't leave me I'd think And I'd wonder What if it was me... What if... What if... I wonder of the damaged soul you have How much you think My dear writer... I could never be you I'd be much too afraid of the dark unknown.