I don't feel like writing
Or breathing
Or even living
I have no inspiration to do anything.
I just want to lay down
And fall asleep
To never wake up.
But I always do.
Each day feels like a drag
Like I am bringing everyone down with me.
I can't smile.
My heart feels too tight
Too tight to breath
I wish I could do anything.
But forcing myself to do something only makes me self conscious
I don't feel like doing anything
But I will always wake up
Just to feel the same way.