she opens the drawer
select all the clothes
she thinks she'll need more
she takes that sweater her mom made
but she leaves the dress she used when we met
she does it while calm
for she thought about this
a lot
she never does anything impulsively
that's how I know she's been planning on leaving
for weeks
and I wonder why she allowed me
to touch her
when she knew
it would haunt us
I resent her for letting me think
we were happy and fulfilled
she never gave me any warning
she just took my whole world
and left
knowing I would never stop her