I used to advertise, my loyalty my tenderness--that knew nothing but you--your scent how beautiful when I held you my face is still fresh with infinite kisses our love is incredible, I used to think till infidelity came in between--your promises your sweetness, all went like a sun amidst dark clouds I promise myself--I'd move on and I did..yet, ordinary things remind me of you beautiful smiles; casual ways nothing more to say; just life alone reminds me of your deep presence dwelling in me I had drown myself; in dustiness of life but I am afraid my heart became a place --- chosen for betrayal No more, i display myself for 'loyalty' . not comforting myself with any lies, having no real desire to continue but i continue, to be, and live against odds--betraying, every second minute I'd wanted to let go; but life, made me cruel.