I've written now on many things, like Christmas and **** elves But back inside my mind there's things just sitting on the shelves They're waiting, sitting patiently, to venture to the surface And knowing just how my mind works, this makes me kind of nervous. I censor myself constantly while fleshing out my work There's things I hide from everyone, dark things in my mind lurk This year I wrote of soldiers and made some readers cry That's not what I intended when I gave those poems a try I want to make you think a bit when you read the things I wrote I want to hear your laughter, not get choked up in your throat There's things I'm asked a thousand times, like where'd you get that thought I try to answer honestly with "that's not the thought I sought" I sometimes write poems backwards, with the finish coming first For 'till I get it on the page I can not quench my thirst Of writing things you will enjoy and will share with your friends That's what keeps me going, it's what gives my mind the bends I've written verse on kid's Christmas plays, although I have no child There's some still stuck up in my head, they just sit there un-filed I have some thoughts for this new year that I am sure will please And others that might tear you up, and bring you to your knees All I ask is that you read and keep an open mind I don't care if it takes aΒ Β month, your reading is not timed I'd like to read your comments on what I've written down Did my writing make you smile?, Did my writing make you frown? For those of you who can't read fast, one thing before I go This year since you can't read fast, I'll write my poems down slow.