There's this girl
Who is deeply hurt
Not physically
But emotionally

She's scared of going home
She feels like she does'nt deserve to live
Her mother gets mad at her
It feels like she's turning into a monster
Her face becomes red and her eyes widened when she gets mad

I feel pity for her
She knows her mother loves her
But sometimes she doesnt feel it
She knows her mother sacrificed a lot
But her mother doesnt know she does too

She feels she's a burden

She's sorry that her mother  can't do things she  want because of her
She's sorry because she can't enjoy because of her
that she stopped working because of her
that she spent most of her money because of her
She's sorry that she was born in this world
She's sorry that she existed.

As I passed by our room
I saw her
I looked at her
I stared at her
At the mirror