A flash of pain surges through my heart and overcomes my body. My mind a mess of thoughts, questions, and fears. There’s ringing in my ears My breath’s caught up in my throat The ocean floods my eyes My chest tightens and a dagger shoots through my ribcage My stomach transforms into a deep pit of never ending pain My knees buckle together My legs shake violently threatening to collapse at any moment The world begins to crumble around me My heart is the epicenter where the words did the most damage.