And still - evil tortures - like the sight - Of thine self bereaved of love and life - Embroiled deep in despairing soils - Trade my loathing for light to which I want to be wife - As if my song were restorative - To my spiritual wealth - For having been crucified with visions - Numerous of my dying self - And do they know - that fate to see - Is like a kaleidoscope of pain - When of light bereaved, I need life breathed - And healing prayers to fall like rain -