I found him. The one everyone looks for. Not him, but ones like him. Ones that make you smile like when you were a young child. And always having faith when things are all wrong, because he is there, breathing. And just his existence is a blessing upon this earth. His being; him being there. Holding me, loving me, tasting me, touching me, giving me happiness and understanding my drowsiness. Because i take pills too, and he understands that all of those pills have a meaning to the things that i believe in. But he is my savior, my one and only lover. It was funny, how we met. staring in class because we were too shy. And who knew school would be the place where my heart would start to race when i seen you. Or heard your name. And when i turned around you would already be staring. I found you. My best friend. And i love kissing you and hugging you and bugging you. Because you understand. And you love loving me for who i am. You are keeping me from breaking skin. I remember crying because i could feel your pain too. And i cant imagine what you've been through. Cause it hurts and i hope i dont make it worse. But even when times get hard just remember we are only so far, and i can love you from a distance. And i will always forgive you because your existence baby... oh how i wish you knew..
Remember when we met, and imagine how far we could get. Riding on that Ferris wheel and i told you how i feel. And last night when i had to say goodbye with tears running down my eyes. But dont sympathize baby, one day we will be okay. We can run away. Just lay; the two of us, together. Forever... Imagine that.
I love you.