Lost in a flurry of thoughts And disorders The chaos of conscious Enraptures the room And she interludes often The nail to my coffin The anti-depressant Of purple haze gloom And a shot of suppressant To lighten the mood With a wit of without Any life left to live And a cold, steely heart With no love left to give I have axes to grind I have bones to ice pick A chip on my shoulder A scratch I can't itch When it crawls in my skin Still forgetting to care Unless my next fix Is the wind in my hair