2:32am

i wanted to message,
ask if you're okay
but it feels silly and pointless
with everything going on.

2:33am

i don't want to be a
'me' without 'you'

2:35am

i feel numb. to the facts and events about to come. all i can think of is finding a way back to you right now. that's my mission. that's what i have to, need to, focus on.

2:37am

i'm trying so hard to keep things together. for you, for me, for us. but it's so hard when all i feel like is im failing at  being an ounce bit of comfort.

2:40am

the reason i'm rather reluctant to share happier stuff is because i'm selfish too. sometimes i only want to share with a selected few. you're always one of the few though, just incase you had a moment of doubt.



there are happy moments amidst the struggles and they make living life, all the much more bearable (praise be to God).


2:44sam

I miss you to smithereens.
To bits and pieces.