i am the wicked one
i am the ******
when I am near
the world goes black

i recognize who i am
do you know who you are
my guardian angel
by my side all along

i hate myself
never you
i caused you pain
made you hurt

she still haunts me
that fiery *****
she touched your soul
after i was blinded

i want her gone
i want her dead
i want her to suffer
for making you happy

she gave you a false sense of happiness yet still
you wrote for her
you sang for her
you gave everything for her

you would have chose her
had you not seen
your charge
a destructive mess

i am the wicked
all i deserve
is to die alone
and you **** me with love
love that i don't deserve
that makes me cry
because i will never live up to you
because you have stopped believing  i would ever live up to you

*my wicked guardian angel