there's something in the middle of me, in the middle of me there is a large amount of something pushpushing against my skin and aching against my vital organs, I can feel the strain as my heart strings are tuned up up up and pulled to the taunt -ness of a mandolin.
the monotonous monks that haunt my chest cavity take on a barely audible angelic hum - the lightness of their voices driven in to the tips of my limbs, which are quivering as if