i'm getting so

caught up seeing

you everywhere

in my brain

even if i hold my breath you won't go away

i can't swim away from you

each time i get closer i see the surface of the pool

your waiting for me

i'm trying so hard

and i let the filter

catch all these bad thoughts

so i won't have to go back up

it's almost fall

and you say i'll freeze to death

i was preparing myself for this



and i won't need anyone's warmth

just the sun's