If only you knew How you consumed How i tried to resist Strength of your wrists Your salt in my wounds I took your medicine You prescribed doom I sat alone in your room Speaking to your ghost And your spirit loomed Over a darkened room I saw you and your skin Paying the price for sins I'll forgive you for them We can go back to when Everything was clean Smartly running devine Every gear spun on time All cogs were aligned I just want to restore The love that i swore Forever and ever more