I went to the shooting range with my friend We both grew up in families that valued guns Hate it if you'd like But it'll happen whether you want it to or not
After we punched holes through paper We went to a local dive bar to have a beer
We call Yunegling "lager" in PA You just ask for a lager And out it comes I've made this mistake of asking for "lager" in other states The bartender looks at you like you just cut your tongue off And put it next to your bill as a tip
My friend told me that he has a reoccurring dream Where he's in a fox hole And his rifle jams And the enemy charges him and Runs him through with a bayonet
"That's horrifying" I tell him, putting my glass heavily on the bar top "Nah, you get used to it" He says, lightly lifting his glass to his lips "It doesn't hurt, it just has that floaty feeling Like 'this doesn't belong there' and then I wake up clenching my fists"
I guess that one can get used to all things Even being run through in the sacred Space of dreams