I do not rebel against you. My faith is deep in my soul, But, my Lord, I don't feel you Anywhere... Do you ever see me, hear me, Do my cries ever make a ripple, Even one, in the pool of Your infinity?
My mother, I do rebel. How could I ever understand, How could I ever hope That you would see me? The very air that stirs in my lungs Even this is different from yours. Please tell me why...
Am I defiled when I speak, Or, have I sinned beyond redemption? I know it is not so....I do not rebel. And you, my mother, called me loose When I breathed three immortal words I love you And I am no longer chaste when warm fingers encircle my own.