I wanna be riding a high
All the ******* time
If it means I can forget all about you
And who you are
And what you said
And the promises you made but never kept.

I wanna be stumbling drunk
If it means all I can smell is the liquor on my lips
And it means I can't remember your scent anymore.

I wanna lose everything so I know how good it was
And I don't think I want to feel good anymore
I think I just want to die
But I can't say that, can I?