Submit your work, meet writers and drop the ads. Become a member
Jul 2017
It was time to go,


                  She's impatient but


      I'm obligated to love her for


This life that allowed me to once


             Know of who you w e r e


  I'm not one for physical contact,


             I'm sure s o m e o n e ( s ) ,


           s o m e w h e r e


               could easily confirm this


As still relevant for  t o d a y


        But you are  h e r e , but


                you really are not


     Because you are g o n e


           And I have moisture on my


L e s s. t h a n  p e r f e c t  f a c e


           But I'm in a hurry this time


              To wipe it off without the


   Urgency to not make her mad


Because she is wild and she is


        ******* i n g  c r a z y  but


She is beautiful in the way


          When s he finds something,


    When s he finds some o n e


                 That made her feel a


Fraction of what she wanted


        Them to feel,


             She will love them until


    Her breathing stops


                  And all t h e s e


   Dreams are turned to stars


        That will help the few that


            Will  m a g i c a l l y  meet


     Keep hope and never, e v e r


                Let them slip through


     Their fingers


        And so you're  g o i n g  but


         There is no one rushing you


          I  d o n ' t  have the strength


   To do what you


o n c e  u p o n  a  t i m e  did


            But I will stand h e r e


If you decide to come back


   Ignoring my c r i e s this time to


         P l e a s e


                  D o n ' t


                           G o . . .


But you're g o n e


             And still,



I  h o l d  o n
You were a sneaky *** for doing it that quick but I love you for doing that. Thanks for whoever reminded me. Whoever you are now. Or whoever has what i wrote down to not forget. I was sometimes bitter then too but this time im just bitter at myself because i hurt you and ruined everything and slightly bitter at you because if the tables were turned i'd still be the one crying every day because i remember how special it was supposed to have been. But not everyone forgives and I've never hated myself this much for my words and actions ruining everything, it's never been this painful.

My face was shocked and blushing, mouth wide and eyes nearly popping out and she yelled my name as i yelled yours while you jogged away and you turned around and asked 'what?' and i can't remember what i said but now i wish i had said something else instead and i got in the car and i wore the biggest freaking smile on my face
bluevelvet
Written by
bluevelvet  24/the same as you
(24/the same as you)   
223
       ---, Mina and Lvice
Please log in to view and add comments on poems