You were a sneaky *** for doing it that quick but I love you for doing that. Thanks for whoever reminded me. Whoever you are now. Or whoever has what i wrote down to not forget. I was sometimes bitter then too but this time im just bitter at myself because i hurt you and ruined everything and slightly bitter at you because if the tables were turned i'd still be the one crying every day because i remember how special it was supposed to have been. But not everyone forgives and I've never hated myself this much for my words and actions ruining everything, it's never been this painful.
My face was shocked and blushing, mouth wide and eyes nearly popping out and she yelled my name as i yelled yours while you jogged away and you turned around and asked 'what?' and i can't remember what i said but now i wish i had said something else instead and i got in the car and i wore the biggest freaking smile on my face