You really don't know who you are or what you do...
you fight to change but fight to stay the same. you know how limitless you are but argue for the limitations you live. I know, I understand It's hard accepting that you are love. the kind of love that all want and scare to share "what if I get hurt?" "What if they don't want me?" What if? what if? what if?
You don't trust yourself but want all to trust you. you have expectations of yourself but say it's from others. Stop It! Please Stop It! let change happen it maybe uncomfortable but that's okay open to the Love...on every level Be Aware, Be Focus, Release if need be to more forward Stop standing in the river of what if's, maybe's, I cant, I'm alone, lonely and say; "I am scare" embrace the fear, learn the lessons, it may hurt but at least you'll know what to change...if you want. Realize that people move up and down to the level they feel comfort but know you have to be a little uncomfortable to grow.
You really don't know who your really are and what you do... Don't you think it's about time to get to know you? continue on in the process...