A card is sent through the post it has been sealed with a loving kiss there are a million butterflies in his hand that image I would not need to miss; Onemillion butterflies would not fit in my palm I would imagine all that would do is wriggle It would be an impossible situation for me because I know that all I could do is giggle. I take nothing so seriously not even the love loving you was easy back then but now it is not Complications have hit the melting *** and boiled over I think I need a bigger and a stronger ***. It is hard work listening to you now; I dont want to try because all that you think about is yourself and that is tough If I sit it out all night long then I know I would cry and the situation would go from worse to rough. t would not be so bad if you believed in what I said Yet you cant bear to not have me around You turn vent your anger in everything I do but in your temper and your anger I drowned. There is no longer a me, I do not exist i am but a shadow on the new page I would like to be the sunshine and Im working on that which would make a change and drown out your rage. Live long, have fun, take care and all the rest Do not kiss my fingers any more they are not your I wish you a good life, take care and all the best.