Clenched teeth. My heart is beating fast and slow. The love of my life, His words, Were not as beautiful. And they were, At the very best, Un-welcomed in this heart of mine. I itch for a pencil and a yellow book. I itch for my tears to fall. I want my heart to be taken out I am not him And I am not his He is the fairytale While he is the broken knight. I am neither and All I can say is my heart is closed. As my anger towards only me Start to consume my headspace.