I want you.
I want to hold you.
Touch you.
I want to feel your heart beating.
I want to catch your tears,
and your colds.
I want to claim you.
I want to caress you.
I want to study the very fiber of your being.
I need you.
Your sarcasm, the way you laugh when you get lost
and the fear I see you lock inside.
All of that and more.
To see you come home late and ask
"What happened?"
To fight.
I want you to say that
You hate me.
When you wake up shaking and crying from a dream
I want to ease your heart
With a kiss.
I want to destroy you.
I want to make you fall for me so thoroughly you become a shell without me.
Then, I would reverse it.
You would laugh at my bad jokes.
And cry at my dumb stories.
You would touch my hand
And walk out the door.
I want to find you asleep after waiting up for me and wrap you in a blanket.
And tell you I'm sorry.
I want to make you love me.
Like I want to love you.
If I loved you, you would  still feel pain
You would cry,
You would hate
and be hated.
If I loved you, the tests would be bad
The tears would come
And you would want to never breathe again.
But if I loved you,
I would share your pain
I would cry with you,
I would hate the world that hated you.
We would fight for each-other
Together
When I whispered your name, you would
Smile, and I'd see the words floating
In your eyes
"I love you, so much."
Perfect