I had a feeling
I think as I awoke yesterday
Where I thought
The anniversary of us meeting
Must be today
Or perhaps day before
Or today itself.

I've been having a hard time falling asleep
Imagining my mother alone in our big wooden house
The fifth glass of red wine
My fifth glass of red wine
Speaking in a way
That felt so mature, dressed in all white
Don't you remember
I know you must.

Your birthday is tomorrow
I wonder sometimes if you miss me
Hearing you wrote me off as immature
When I think really it was you
That couldn't check yourself
And I hear Beyonce croon in my mind
You wrecked yourself.

I'm a powerful being
You said so yourself
Somedays I'm still so angry
And I live in a titular pool of uncertainty
And at long last,
The uncertainty and scattered feeling
Is just right.

A sigh of relief
I've been here before
But its all different now
Year 3
Year 3
I know I won't be in this place forever
But while I am
Everyone will say during
And even after
She was the one that painted the town
To look like the most beautiful fire.