As you should be
You should be proud
Proud of what you have done
Proud of how far
You have obviously made it
And everything
Every little thing I find
I am reminded of what I carelessly forgot

If I could
I would bleach my eyes
So they could forget
Everything they have seen
Except what they seen in you

If I could
I would rinse out
My mouth and my throat
To take away the taste
Of anything except
What I tasted with you

If I could
I would burn my skin
So new flesh
Would grow and only
Would it ever know your feel

And if I could
I would turn back time
With my feet and
Let everything be you
Let all I could have ever been
Be with you

I remember the majority
And I could spend my life
Begging at your moving feet
To be something else
To be proud of

Past love and
Decades of mistakes,
Nothing equals this
I have failed you in the most impurest of ways
I would give my life
To have a new one,
To have had you