I wanted perfection, I had unrealistic expectations, I wanted a happy start, so that I could look back to that "Once Upon a Time" and not worry, if I was going to ever be "Happily Ever After". White picket fences, Green grass that caught my fall, I wanted somewhere that the walls didn't whisper failures, Somewhere the doorways didn't shake, But my cards didn't hit the table that way, and nobody hardly gets lucky on the river.